I’m crying till my eyes are swollen. I’m screaming until it hurts me, and I’m yelling until I hurt other people. I just stand there sobbing and screaming and stomping my feet. I just don’t know what else to do.
I cant go outside because I’ll die. Its too cold. I cant talk to my family, because one of us will die soon, so now it’s too cold in their house. I don’t want to be in my apartment anymore. It’s just too cold, because electric heating systems suck.
I just stomp my feet like a kid and cry like a baby. I just pretend to be an adult, but the cold is starting to break the pretending down. Someone bring me a damn bottle and tuck me into bed. Wake me when it’s warm again.